墜落
那夜, 又一個放縱的夜,
我和那個他, 原本不相識,
酒精, 讓我們搭上了.
很醉, 步履也不穩.
他竟然隨後而來, 鎖上了門,
他竟然, 竟然會用暴力,
把我按在洗手盤上,
我沒有力量反抗, 只有大叫.
幸好我終於能爭脫, 離開, 急忙離開.
過了許多時間, 竟然還收到他來電, 問我可好.
"有病嗎??? 你想我如何回覆你??? " 我在心裡想.
墮落, 原來我也可以這樣墮落,
不是一念之差, 我原來也可以墮落到這個地步.
那一刻, 我只知道 沒有了生命也不打緊,
但, 卻萬萬不能墮落下去,
有了這一次, 就有下一次, 下一次, 和下一次,
我, 墮落夠了嗎????
朋友, 都問我, 你墮落夠了嗎????
我和那個他, 原本不相識,
酒精, 讓我們搭上了.
很醉, 步履也不穩.
他竟然隨後而來, 鎖上了門,
他竟然, 竟然會用暴力,
把我按在洗手盤上,
我沒有力量反抗, 只有大叫.
幸好我終於能爭脫, 離開, 急忙離開.
過了許多時間, 竟然還收到他來電, 問我可好.
"有病嗎??? 你想我如何回覆你??? " 我在心裡想.
墮落, 原來我也可以這樣墮落,
不是一念之差, 我原來也可以墮落到這個地步.
那一刻, 我只知道 沒有了生命也不打緊,
但, 卻萬萬不能墮落下去,
有了這一次, 就有下一次, 下一次, 和下一次,
我, 墮落夠了嗎????
朋友, 都問我, 你墮落夠了嗎????
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只想說:
如不愛惜自己怎去愛人
請愛惜自己
懂得愛自己...
才會懂得愛人..值得他人去愛~~
~Things falling apart is a kind of testing and also a kind of healing.we think that the point is to pass the test or to overcome the problem,but the truth is that things don't really get solved.They come together and they fall apart.Then they come together again and fall apart again.It's just like that.The healing comes from letting there be room for all this to happen:room for grief,for relief,for misery,for joy.
~When we think that something is going to bring us pleasure,we don't know what's really going to happen.when we think that something is going to give us misery,we don't know.Letting there be room for not knowing is the most important thing of all.We try to do what we think is going go help.But we don't know.We never know if we're going to fall flat or sit up tall.When there's a big diasppointment,we don't know if that's the end of the story.It maybe just the beginning of a great adventure.
fai
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